A (somewhat) honest look at what it's like to be a single, Christian woman in her mid 30s in Sydney who wants to remain true to the life that God has planned for her but doesn't want to let go of her dream of being in a relationship again and eventually being a wife and mother

Monday, 14 March 2011

-278 More pruning?

Not going to write anything much tonight. All I am going to say is that it appears my work issues that I thought had been put to rest late last year apparently have not. I'm not sure what it's all about just yet as I haven't really been informed properly but the worry, anxiety and sadness this is causing me makes me wish I had never had opened my mouth in first place. I haven't handled all of it particularly well in the past in retrospect but I honestly thought making a firm break between work and personal would help. 

It doesn't seem like a coincidence now that since I calmly set the record straight the other day it seems there may be some kind of consequence for that. It's just speculation. I could be completely wrong since I don't actually know what's going on but I do know that I will be requested for a meeting sometime in the future and it has something to do with my personal/work relationship with a particular person. 

I'm not looking for answers or comments on this post tonight and I do know it's a big downer post and quite cryptic but I do want to be honest about my life as a single person too. There are going to be nights where we ( us single people particularly those who live alone ) who come home from work and find it hard because there is no one to talk or vent to or get a hug off or distract us from work problems so sometimes on nights like tonight they weigh more heavily than they should. Tonight is a night like that for me. 

I'm sure it will all work out but it's all just too complicated at the moment. 

Trusting God. Big time. :)



  1. Just turned my comp on tonight, so didn't see this last night. Praying.

  2. Thanks to you both. I've been silent this week I know. Again thanks :)



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